will I be beautiful without you??

i dont want to feel useless anymore


i dont want painful heart anymore


i dont want this sadness anymore


i dont want these torture anymore


i dont want to being cold and abandoned anymore


i dont want red swollen eyes anymore


most importantly, i dont want to be ugly anymore

you spell LOVE

To the world you are one person, but to me you are the world

love cant be measured

ps** in love, there is no one that love more or lesser...there is only the one who do not know how to treasure the love

hide myself, hide the uncertainty

u hide ur mask, u hide ur colours...
i will flee, i will hide away cos emotions keep spinning round like a wheel
u made me giddy, u made me confused
sometimes tired is the word to describe
u can just continue to be ur pinocchio; i will hibernate through

dance to the rythem of ♥

start the music, sense the heartbeat
look at my face, notice my grace
use our chemistry, for dance literacy
connect our heart with this love art
dance with me till the sky goes dark

if god is the DJ, then life is the dance floor;

love is the rhythm, and you are the music


ps***baby i will play the music on and on

kiss me all night; dont let me go

the second home we called, cuddled up
baby u just had me ate up
keep ur hand in my hand;
this is how we will through the end
i feel ur warmth and security
this moment, its what i want eternity

be my guard, my security

no, dont need chains and locks nor safe for security;
yes, all i need is u

i want to hear like before
i want to touch like before
i want to feel like before
i want to love like forever

heal the wound

hurt badly...in fact deep im still bleeding...stop the bleed but it doesnt stop the pain...i dont want to be strayed and ugly with bruises anymore...dont change towards me...baby would u heal me with ur tender loving care like how u used to...

I dont want to walk this earth If I gotta do it solo

say u will hold my hand;
walk with me till the end

forget me not

i cant take this any longer! weekend came and its so dreadful...im thinking about movie in cineleisure, im thinking about nice dinner, im thinking about indochine wisma nevertheless im thinking of you...i desperately wish time would go back to how we meet, those happy times that we see no one else but each other...i miss ur sarcastic, the familiar hand of yours, the shoulder i like to lean on and the smell of ur face and shirt...everything still so clear no matter how much effort i forbide to think...u are always on my mind, i never learn how to forget...i never learn how to stop loving...i never know how to stop believing...so dont u ever forget me...





An obscure veiw is cast upon the pale grey skies
As rainfalls almost endlessly upon trees dead and dry
I rip apart my flesh and close my bloodshot eyes
Im lost in nowhere, yet no one am I

Time flows on as my heart is skipping beat after beat
A song played out to many times because it was left on repeat
The soul carries on ready to fade and decease
Another mistake, another disease, I will only bleed

My wound crack and peel, my skin sheds its shame
Left alone in darkness im the only one to blame
The shadow over turns, Im starting to feel a change
The life that was there dissapears, and now its gone away

Im becoming more dead inside with every breath
A mistake I made, I slowly start to regret
Im being followed by the footsteps of death
i dont want be just another memory


ps** its easier to forgive the hurt u gave than to forget u

picture; speaks for me

u once said u are my doctor, u are medicine...tell me,what are u now??

your love is my drug, my addiction

u once said u're my ecstasy...u're not only my ecstasy that make me high and forget all my problems...u're my ketamine that curbs my addiction...i am lifeless and dead without u...a walking corpse is when i lose u...